On the Brink of Death and Eternal Flight

 

Wanderer, weeping as my tattered soul makes its weary ascent

The jagged fingernails of an unforgiven mountain drag over my worn skin

Every door has been slammed in my face

Distant laughter and merriment are as pain to my ears

Forgotten

My happiness can not be molded and shaped as they deem it so

Pushing me, how the wind jeers and taunts

Anger seeps and projects from the coldness within

No words can form the emptiness that surely pours in the trail of my tears

Blinded by the separation, rejection, my heart-hurts

Dragging my feet the fogginess of what lies below gives me no hope

With an animalistic cry

Over

Falling into blackness?

A voice

My child, I am with you

This is not the end

This is not what I have planned for you

Live

Live

The journey has only begun….

 

Libations

Hearing drums as I pass through an ancient man-made hell
A slave ship, sounds bouncing off the darkened exhibit
Crude depictions, ancestors who speak
Simulated piercing sunlight overhead
I can smell the salt, fear and death lingers over me
Fleeting through 400 years, the connection broken
Sinking to my knees
Blackness

Standing on an empty bench, looking out over the Point
The waning days of September, glancing out onto Lake Michigan
My vision only carries me as far as battle-worn Detriot,
Yearing for the open ocean
When shall my travels lead me to the Motherland
To stand on shores where my ancestors, roamed, hunted,
Worshipped the Creator and fed the Spirits
The waves mesmerizing, calling to my noble blood

The statement remains, Many tribes call him different names.
Yet what is the difference between praying to Catholic Saints and
Calling the Lwa?
Hands waving cardboard fans, as resilient as their Faith
Choosing not to stand upon broad shoulders, mocking their own
My dreams are disturning swirling the smell of rum
As a faceless mann walks through my living room
The spirits rest under the shade of a willow tree,
The gateway is open. The Baron greets us.

The beat quickens, the drums follow, the masses as we sing, sing
Down to my roots, down to the Gulf and up through the Bayou
My voice calls in happiness this night,
Dancing through the cemetery
In Creole and French, in English and ancient Tongues
Greeting Maman Brigit at the gates
Sweeping my broom, sweeping my broom
Chanting, welcoming Rada and Gede
The dust kicks up in anger and warning

Respecy to those before us, respect for their toil
The tears that our souls are all connected to
Remembering the land that birthed a mighty people
Now her children wander lost, ashamed, confused, bewildered
Swathed in white as she spins, pouring the rum out
Splashing the intricate designs in the ddust
From whence my ancestors came with open arms
Strong women like Oya, the thunder
Dantor, twin daggers in her hands.

The gift of the Lwa, the fierceness that shall never die,
The gift to open my infant People’s minds.

Dancing With the Ancestors

My eyes seek the horizons
Search for glimpses, the familiar
Search for the Motherland
That has been denied me
Vibrant colors into my past
Run toward jagged cliffs
Run from the pain and suffering
Our hidden sins, lazy shuffling niggas
Uneducated, unwelcome niggas
Stereotypical involuntary comedies
Put on for the Massa
Our ancestors fought
Died for Freedom
Plunge me into the deep pure blue
Swimming through the life waters
Baptism
Swirling, pulling me to the shores
Hands reaching breaking free
Waves of beautiful Afrucan faces
Enveloping the globe
From the hidden swamps of the South
To the mysteries of Haiti, Cuba, the Islands
To our beginnings, faraway places
The Congo and Egyptian sailing the Nile
The curtain parts
I enter into my Heaven
Meet my ancestors
Dance
Eternal
Free